When i first heard it i thought it was Marilyns way of expressing that he would like to have a true freind or a true relationship with someone,because he feels(well felt at that point in time) that the people he had around him were just there for the fame the association with him gave them,or for his money,and his possesions. That he thought they were using him for whatever reason. And that he hates them because in his way he loved them, for being there for him,for being his freind or girlfreind or whatever, and then feeling betrayed because as it turns out they didn't really care about him at all, but were enjoying the hell out of using him for all he was worth(fuck you for loving it too).
When i first heard it i thought it was Marilyns way of expressing that he would like to have a true freind or a true relationship with someone,because he feels(well felt at that point in time) that the people he had around him were just there for the fame the association with him gave them,or for his money,and his possesions. That he thought they were using him for whatever reason. And that he hates them because in his way he loved them, for being there for him,for being his freind or girlfreind or whatever, and then feeling betrayed because as it turns out they didn't really care about him at all, but were enjoying the hell out of using him for all he was worth(fuck you for loving it too).