one..of my best friends...maybe the one..who knows..shes more like a soulmate..im a female ..but shes the closest thing to a soulmate i know..well she introduced me into sheila nicholls ..and i remember how she said...ure gonna love this particular song..called perfection..so i downloaded it..and she said..thats u..so she dedicated this song to me..
at 1st..i didnt get it..now i do..
everyday i try to solve..me..myself..i guess..and no matter how time goes by..or years pass by..am still holdin the same cards ..cuz they are some demons within me..i cant handle still..am not happy with myself..neither with my choices..and everytime i seem to be moving on..im just walking backwards..am not over yet..not done..no matter what i do..or how i might feel at times..theres always a bigger space which lays empty...
and..maybe i should feel better 'bout myself..cuz ..to be honest..maybe..im an angel....too much for this unperfect world...and its hard to find people to trust and to believe in..maybe i should just believe in myself..and quit especting anything at all..from anyone..after all..the only reason why we get dissapointed..its just cuz we espect too much from others...or maybe anything at all..
and we're all playing the same game with the same cards over and over again...with a different name,...
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peace
one..of my best friends...maybe the one..who knows..shes more like a soulmate..im a female ..but shes the closest thing to a soulmate i know..well she introduced me into sheila nicholls ..and i remember how she said...ure gonna love this particular song..called perfection..so i downloaded it..and she said..thats u..so she dedicated this song to me.. at 1st..i didnt get it..now i do.. everyday i try to solve..me..myself..i guess..and no matter how time goes by..or years pass by..am still holdin the same cards ..cuz they are some demons within me..i cant handle still..am not happy with myself..neither with my choices..and everytime i seem to be moving on..im just walking backwards..am not over yet..not done..no matter what i do..or how i might feel at times..theres always a bigger space which lays empty... and..maybe i should feel better 'bout myself..cuz ..to be honest..maybe..im an angel....too much for this unperfect world...and its hard to find people to trust and to believe in..maybe i should just believe in myself..and quit especting anything at all..from anyone..after all..the only reason why we get dissapointed..its just cuz we espect too much from others...or maybe anything at all.. and we're all playing the same game with the same cards over and over again...with a different name,... .. peace