When Josh wrote this he was feeling really empty. He knew this person, and he trusted him/her so much. He always ran to that person, with every single problem, though the person was a backstabber, and shouldn't have his trust. But this was the only person that he could talk to. So he runs into this persons arms for help, every single time, knowing that something bad will hit him. If you don't talk to someone, you could go insane.
When Josh wrote this he was feeling really empty. He knew this person, and he trusted him/her so much. He always ran to that person, with every single problem, though the person was a backstabber, and shouldn't have his trust. But this was the only person that he could talk to. So he runs into this persons arms for help, every single time, knowing that something bad will hit him. If you don't talk to someone, you could go insane.