I think the lyrics "You've drown in deep oceans, inventing new religions" describes the feelng of being in over your head. when you get caught up in a situation that u never expected to be in (sex, drugs, lies, ect) you 'invent new religions" by changing ur own morals and values.
'They smile and stab my back while I lie and have to laugh" to me describes people pretending to be his friend. They are smiling to his face while stabbing him the back while he pretends to laugh along with them, while lying through his teeth.
I think the lyrics "You've drown in deep oceans, inventing new religions" describes the feelng of being in over your head. when you get caught up in a situation that u never expected to be in (sex, drugs, lies, ect) you 'invent new religions" by changing ur own morals and values. 'They smile and stab my back while I lie and have to laugh" to me describes people pretending to be his friend. They are smiling to his face while stabbing him the back while he pretends to laugh along with them, while lying through his teeth.