it seems like he means that he can't look past his shortcomings and he has trouble forgiving himself, so he doesnt think that God has the grace to forgive him. the part about the doves wings wiping away his tears though, shows that he has recieved grace before and he knows its there, he just doesn't think he deserves forgiveness since he has been so unforgiving..........
it seems like he means that he can't look past his shortcomings and he has trouble forgiving himself, so he doesnt think that God has the grace to forgive him. the part about the doves wings wiping away his tears though, shows that he has recieved grace before and he knows its there, he just doesn't think he deserves forgiveness since he has been so unforgiving..........