i think this song has that whole "what have i come to" theme
-I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate
-I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days
-I'm numbing in these days
-I know I died that night ..
but he is also venting his anger towards the world
I am destroyed by the inside (crowd? cool people etc)
I hope to destroy the outside (world) it will alleviate and elevate me
i think this song has that whole "what have i come to" theme -I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate -I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days -I'm numbing in these days -I know I died that night ..
but he is also venting his anger towards the world