i guess we all know what this song is about, but i wanted to give a personal experience into it. This will probably bore you, so i suggest you dont read it unless you really want to.
i met a girl, Jayna. She's a very complex person. She lost her mom when she was around 11 years old. She tried to turn to her dad for emoitonal support, but her dad was already in his own depression, so he basically blew her off. She couldnt turn to her 5 siblings, because they are all older, and she had grown apart from them. So, for years, she hid her feelings, and never talked about them. She never opens up to anyone. Its truly, honest and amazing.
We were talking one day about life in general, and she started to open up to me. she spoke these phrases about her emotional struggle. It was incredible, but overwhelming. And then, i swear, for a moment, right then, i sensed, or kinda of felt her struggle in a way. I couldn't take it, so i changed the subject. She never said anything about my changing the subject, but she was hurt. I failed her. she started to tell me things taht she hadnt spoke of in years, but i could only push her away. Now, she's a damaged creature because of my decision, and the fact that i wasn't strong enough to take it. I deserve to burn for that. None of this makes sense, probably, but the feeling is killing me.
i guess we all know what this song is about, but i wanted to give a personal experience into it. This will probably bore you, so i suggest you dont read it unless you really want to.
i met a girl, Jayna. She's a very complex person. She lost her mom when she was around 11 years old. She tried to turn to her dad for emoitonal support, but her dad was already in his own depression, so he basically blew her off. She couldnt turn to her 5 siblings, because they are all older, and she had grown apart from them. So, for years, she hid her feelings, and never talked about them. She never opens up to anyone. Its truly, honest and amazing. We were talking one day about life in general, and she started to open up to me. she spoke these phrases about her emotional struggle. It was incredible, but overwhelming. And then, i swear, for a moment, right then, i sensed, or kinda of felt her struggle in a way. I couldn't take it, so i changed the subject. She never said anything about my changing the subject, but she was hurt. I failed her. she started to tell me things taht she hadnt spoke of in years, but i could only push her away. Now, she's a damaged creature because of my decision, and the fact that i wasn't strong enough to take it. I deserve to burn for that. None of this makes sense, probably, but the feeling is killing me.
thanks for reading.