I think this song is about leaving someone because you feel you have to, not because you want to. It might have something to do w/ him leaving b/c of another girl and although he loves the first girl he doesn't want her to understand his real reasons for leaving and he's in so much anguish and inner turmoil about what he's done/doing that he doesn't even know himself anymore.
I think this song is about leaving someone because you feel you have to, not because you want to. It might have something to do w/ him leaving b/c of another girl and although he loves the first girl he doesn't want her to understand his real reasons for leaving and he's in so much anguish and inner turmoil about what he's done/doing that he doesn't even know himself anymore.