Jonas Renkse I believe is singing about witnessing the death of a not-so close family member that he didn't care much for but when the family member died, the death struck him hard that no one lives forever. In the second verse I believe he means by "I had a choice, you had to leave" that he is letting the thoughts leave his heart and mind and is just trying to get over it. The third verse leads me to believe that the person who died was by some kind of overdose by the lines "I saw you fuck up".
Jonas Renkse I believe is singing about witnessing the death of a not-so close family member that he didn't care much for but when the family member died, the death struck him hard that no one lives forever. In the second verse I believe he means by "I had a choice, you had to leave" that he is letting the thoughts leave his heart and mind and is just trying to get over it. The third verse leads me to believe that the person who died was by some kind of overdose by the lines "I saw you fuck up".