You may be temped by depression. But dont give into it. Dont give up or lose hope. Her friends have given in. But she wont even though times are changing. when she says "I have no missionary zeal" "No armies fighting sin" she means that she may not be as strong as the depression or "Judas" but if she plays it out and is patient she can beat it.
You may be temped by depression. But dont give into it. Dont give up or lose hope. Her friends have given in. But she wont even though times are changing. when she says "I have no missionary zeal" "No armies fighting sin" she means that she may not be as strong as the depression or "Judas" but if she plays it out and is patient she can beat it.