the first few lines are about love, but not mutual love. they're about loving someone who doesn't love you back but staying with them just because you can't find someone better or you just don't care enough.
the rest of the song is about being sick of yourself. it's about wanting to be different, but still wanting to be like everyone else. basically, i think the song is about giving up on trying to fullfill everyone's standards, including your own, and just being happy with who you are.
the first few lines are about love, but not mutual love. they're about loving someone who doesn't love you back but staying with them just because you can't find someone better or you just don't care enough. the rest of the song is about being sick of yourself. it's about wanting to be different, but still wanting to be like everyone else. basically, i think the song is about giving up on trying to fullfill everyone's standards, including your own, and just being happy with who you are.