I do agree it's about being in a band.. but I dont think it's about necessarilly living life to the fullest.. I think it's about having trouble with a girl (girlfriend?) and like she's been writing all this stuff about him in her diary.. and he found out.. and he's just really upset about the whole relationship in general (I spent the last 3 months in mental traction)... but he doesn't want it to show while onstage... because he doesnt want everyone to know about it...
I do agree it's about being in a band.. but I dont think it's about necessarilly living life to the fullest.. I think it's about having trouble with a girl (girlfriend?) and like she's been writing all this stuff about him in her diary.. and he found out.. and he's just really upset about the whole relationship in general (I spent the last 3 months in mental traction)... but he doesn't want it to show while onstage... because he doesnt want everyone to know about it...