to me this seems to say that at the time billy is worried, or confused, or sad about a certain thing, or many at once. and he basically wishes that he didnt feel at all so he wouldn't have anything to worry about.
and interpretation is that he wishes that he could erase an experience(s) and go back to where he was, or start off from scratch.
Personal interpretation here, so probably not very accurate since I'm applying it to myself....
Personal interpretation here, so probably not very accurate since I'm applying it to myself....
Having ADHD, not being able to think and just wishing for a single moment of clarity, blank mind and able to think... being able to talk about things with a lover who incessantly tells you to "use your big boy words" but instead the only thing you can do is "hem and haw" because you have no idea what to even say or how to even construct a response.
Having ADHD, not being able to think and just wishing for a single moment of clarity, blank mind and able to think... being able to talk about things with a lover who incessantly tells you to "use your big boy words" but instead the only thing you can do is "hem and haw" because you have no idea what to even say or how to even construct a response.
Wishing you could communicate with your lover or people in general, feeling like...
Wishing you could communicate with your lover or people in general, feeling like you always f*ck things up by saying the wrong things and making things worse. Feeling the best when you're not thinking about anything at all.
to me this seems to say that at the time billy is worried, or confused, or sad about a certain thing, or many at once. and he basically wishes that he didnt feel at all so he wouldn't have anything to worry about. and interpretation is that he wishes that he could erase an experience(s) and go back to where he was, or start off from scratch.
Personal interpretation here, so probably not very accurate since I'm applying it to myself....
Personal interpretation here, so probably not very accurate since I'm applying it to myself....
Having ADHD, not being able to think and just wishing for a single moment of clarity, blank mind and able to think... being able to talk about things with a lover who incessantly tells you to "use your big boy words" but instead the only thing you can do is "hem and haw" because you have no idea what to even say or how to even construct a response.
Having ADHD, not being able to think and just wishing for a single moment of clarity, blank mind and able to think... being able to talk about things with a lover who incessantly tells you to "use your big boy words" but instead the only thing you can do is "hem and haw" because you have no idea what to even say or how to even construct a response.
Wishing you could communicate with your lover or people in general, feeling like...
Wishing you could communicate with your lover or people in general, feeling like you always f*ck things up by saying the wrong things and making things worse. Feeling the best when you're not thinking about anything at all.