I HATE this song, but I can't help loving it. The reason I hate it so much is because every time I hear it, I burt into tears. It brings back so many memories that I'm trying to discard, but are still so fresh in my mind. It hurts to listen to this song. It reminds me exactly of my relationship with my ex-boyfrind/ex-best friend. The line: And maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted in my own special selfish way/and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted hell knows where your heart would be today/maybe with me. During our relationship, I had no idea how bad I was hurting him. He gave me no clue. Maybe if I would of paid a little more attention to the signals and the little things he would say, maybe the nights lying awake crying myself to sleep could of been avoided. It hurts so bad to know how much I hurt him. Now I look back on it all and I think of all the crappy things I did or said to him, and I think of how I would feel if someone treated me like that. It would suck. Now, he's been far too hurt by me to be friends again. It tears me up...but I don't blame him really. So I always will be wondering where his heart would be today.
I HATE this song, but I can't help loving it. The reason I hate it so much is because every time I hear it, I burt into tears. It brings back so many memories that I'm trying to discard, but are still so fresh in my mind. It hurts to listen to this song. It reminds me exactly of my relationship with my ex-boyfrind/ex-best friend. The line: And maybe I just set aside the fact that you were broken hearted in my own special selfish way/and if I hadn't set aside the fact that you were broken hearted hell knows where your heart would be today/maybe with me. During our relationship, I had no idea how bad I was hurting him. He gave me no clue. Maybe if I would of paid a little more attention to the signals and the little things he would say, maybe the nights lying awake crying myself to sleep could of been avoided. It hurts so bad to know how much I hurt him. Now I look back on it all and I think of all the crappy things I did or said to him, and I think of how I would feel if someone treated me like that. It would suck. Now, he's been far too hurt by me to be friends again. It tears me up...but I don't blame him really. So I always will be wondering where his heart would be today.