this is one, if not one of my most favorite of all Sarah Mclachlan song simply because it has clearly defined what i most fear in life is- the possible rejection of true love brought by its unfamiliarity. One can sometimes be so accustomed to the loneliness that it has consumed your system, but still, one wishes that the loneliness would eventually end. But if the sweet moment of true love will arrive, one (at least I am) afraid that due to the lack of experience, i will insecurely throw the chance of happiness away. But the desire to get away from the loneliness is strong, but the fear of losing losing (more) is stronger.
"but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
I have nothing to give
do you know what i'm feeling now?"
this is one, if not one of my most favorite of all Sarah Mclachlan song simply because it has clearly defined what i most fear in life is- the possible rejection of true love brought by its unfamiliarity. One can sometimes be so accustomed to the loneliness that it has consumed your system, but still, one wishes that the loneliness would eventually end. But if the sweet moment of true love will arrive, one (at least I am) afraid that due to the lack of experience, i will insecurely throw the chance of happiness away. But the desire to get away from the loneliness is strong, but the fear of losing losing (more) is stronger.
"but I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose I have nothing to give do you know what i'm feeling now?"