this sounds like how i feel about my old best friend...about realizing i could never count on him ("you could never be more than deceiving") and about learning to not dwell on missing him ("now i'm not thinking things about you.") but mostly the line about the things you never say...such a keen observation. as many things as he said that drove me crazy, it drove me MORE crazy that he DIDN'T say how much i meant to him...then in the end how i won't regret calling him out on it after we fell out, and how it's okay to let it go and see him as a part of the past that wasn't meant to last forever.
i adore the keyboard part, and it makes the song fun, so that feeling these things can be positive and not totally bitter.
this sounds like how i feel about my old best friend...about realizing i could never count on him ("you could never be more than deceiving") and about learning to not dwell on missing him ("now i'm not thinking things about you.") but mostly the line about the things you never say...such a keen observation. as many things as he said that drove me crazy, it drove me MORE crazy that he DIDN'T say how much i meant to him...then in the end how i won't regret calling him out on it after we fell out, and how it's okay to let it go and see him as a part of the past that wasn't meant to last forever. i adore the keyboard part, and it makes the song fun, so that feeling these things can be positive and not totally bitter.