I'm not going to tell you the reason behind this song, when it was written, for who it was written by. I'm going to tell you what I link this song to.
This song has always linked to an ex boyfriend for me. It was a very...turbulent relationship, and an even more turbulent break up.
He would let people get close then when he realised he was opening up to them suddenly turn against them:
"You walk all over anyone who dares to be friend
Screen and yell because you deem them enenlightened"
The lines: "High upon your horse you preach and preach and preach,
Love thy fellow humans all your filthy little creeps." Just sum up his attitude to pretty much the human race apart from him, he was very condescending!!!!
"I nearly broke my back as I was handing back for you,
Half the time was hell and half a waste of time": He was very manipulative, and made me feel like I never did enough for him, so I used to try to always please him, no matter what the cost to my self-esteem. It never ever did any good.
He used to expect me to solve all his problems for him, and when I couldn't he got angry. "I do not know the answers to the universe I fear"
Also, we had an...agreement. At the time he thought he might be bi, and he was very messed up about this, so I said I'd let him experiment, only with one or two guys, we were both very young and I was in the same boat, so I made allowances. I said only ONE or TWO, and only kissing. He kissed many many many guys behind my back, then swore his undying love to me. "So drown me cold and go and find your perfect MAN my dear"
Needless to say I was a little bitter about that one.
Oh yes, it was one messed up teenage relationship.
I actually look back and laugh.
And "X-ing off the days". That refers to me crossing off each day I wasn't with him, in relief!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not going to tell you the reason behind this song, when it was written, for who it was written by. I'm going to tell you what I link this song to.
This song has always linked to an ex boyfriend for me. It was a very...turbulent relationship, and an even more turbulent break up. He would let people get close then when he realised he was opening up to them suddenly turn against them: "You walk all over anyone who dares to be friend Screen and yell because you deem them enenlightened"
The lines: "High upon your horse you preach and preach and preach, Love thy fellow humans all your filthy little creeps." Just sum up his attitude to pretty much the human race apart from him, he was very condescending!!!!
"I nearly broke my back as I was handing back for you, Half the time was hell and half a waste of time": He was very manipulative, and made me feel like I never did enough for him, so I used to try to always please him, no matter what the cost to my self-esteem. It never ever did any good.
He used to expect me to solve all his problems for him, and when I couldn't he got angry. "I do not know the answers to the universe I fear" Also, we had an...agreement. At the time he thought he might be bi, and he was very messed up about this, so I said I'd let him experiment, only with one or two guys, we were both very young and I was in the same boat, so I made allowances. I said only ONE or TWO, and only kissing. He kissed many many many guys behind my back, then swore his undying love to me. "So drown me cold and go and find your perfect MAN my dear"
Needless to say I was a little bitter about that one.
Oh yes, it was one messed up teenage relationship.
I actually look back and laugh.
And "X-ing off the days". That refers to me crossing off each day I wasn't with him, in relief!!!!!!!!!!!!!