Personally when I've listened to this song, it brings up alot of memories to me. I think it's about a person that has been pushed around and jaded. He has given everything that he could to try to make his life better, but people keep throwing shit back on him. All this added stress and ruin only has left him with pure paranoia and an altered life. No one was there to help him, and it's gotten to the point where some of his worst problems are the ones he has created through paranoia. "...I made this mess now it's over. It was nobodies fault it was all my own." Everyone has offered him nothing except problems and thats all that he has left.
Personally when I've listened to this song, it brings up alot of memories to me. I think it's about a person that has been pushed around and jaded. He has given everything that he could to try to make his life better, but people keep throwing shit back on him. All this added stress and ruin only has left him with pure paranoia and an altered life. No one was there to help him, and it's gotten to the point where some of his worst problems are the ones he has created through paranoia. "...I made this mess now it's over. It was nobodies fault it was all my own." Everyone has offered him nothing except problems and thats all that he has left.