it seems like it's a song about a son that has been sent on an emotional rollercoaster per order of his dad. it seems like the old man comes back to him later on down the road to die, and the son's not sure if he should let him back in his life again cause it just hurts too much to think about it (or he doesn't wanna deal with emotions the thought of the older man brings up). Maybe the son's not sure if he's sad or happy the old man is dying. He doesn't know what he's supposed to feel, how he's supposed to react, or exactly what to do.
it seems like it's a song about a son that has been sent on an emotional rollercoaster per order of his dad. it seems like the old man comes back to him later on down the road to die, and the son's not sure if he should let him back in his life again cause it just hurts too much to think about it (or he doesn't wanna deal with emotions the thought of the older man brings up). Maybe the son's not sure if he's sad or happy the old man is dying. He doesn't know what he's supposed to feel, how he's supposed to react, or exactly what to do.