If I find my way back home, I'll say �what am I doing here?�
We have made our camp, but not settled. Nothing can touch us here.
We took the van one night. The three of us, contraband, and our bikes.
The city was left behind. Our own vacation, our own weekend,
our own fear and loathing except on Cape Cod.
At two in the morning when my body's not attached to my head.
We got on our bikes and rode. My legs like Jello when we rode that night.
Hot livers and cold purse. The day was going everywhere in a hurry,
Instead of nowhere fast. Take a pill. Do substances. Have a drink.
Recreational drug use to drive golf balls.
It's the most comfortable and uncomfortable place.
The discomfort is not in a bad way.
No, not in a bad way. Don't make me go home.
My own chocolate heart.
Look at your scales, your head is on all wrong.
I've got monsters on my brain.
A towel on his head after jumping off the pier,
Rama said I looked like a Kennedy.
And Ryan's taking pictures.
And flattery doesn't make sense in our state.
We had to make our own fear and loathing on Cape Cod.


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    Favorite song on album. The melody put to the story of suburban stricken kids on vaction. "Take a pill. Do substances. Have a drink." The pileing up of random intoxicants, just like fear and loathing in Las Vegas, except on Cape Cod. I love it.

    Squirrelboton May 02, 2002   Link
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    this song makes me wanna take a road trip!!! ;)

    colls720on May 02, 2002   Link
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    This is definitely my favorite song on the album. Its awesomeness makes me crazy haha that sounds weird. Okay and my brother totally makes fun of me, saying that its the worst song! DUH! My favorite part musically and lyrically: "Rama said I looked like a Kennedy."

    farfallaon July 10, 2002   Link
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    Yea, this songs makes me want to take a road trip with silly Alex and crazy Kameel. I miss you boys!

    xprettyasicryon September 29, 2002   Link
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    yea this song gets you in a very good mood. makes you all excited and ready to go out and explore the world with some friends on a big road trip!

    c1rcalopezon March 23, 2003   Link
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    I don't know about you guys, but my favorite part is "the three of us, contraband and our bikes" It reminds me of my friends b/c we like to drive around with our contraband. lol

    emo420on April 24, 2003   Link
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    great song + great band = pleased young boy : )

    Time Consumeron April 27, 2003   Link
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    I find it quite ironic that one of the members used to teach.. first grade, I think? Now that's what kind of teacher I would have liked.

    punkrockntunaon May 09, 2004   Link
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    cape cod is just like this, too. this has to be my favorite song by them, just because i can relate so well.

    televatorson January 30, 2005   Link
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    to clear stuff up.. rama = owner of big wheel recreation [ piebald's old label. ] and ryans a graphic designer.. he does work for a bunch of labels.

    this song makes me sad.

    trinketon April 29, 2005   Link

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