So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone by maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly

I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared that's how id like to be
All the faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities

So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems to far away
Until I'm taken by these bults of pain

But I turn them off and tuck them away
Till these rainy days that make them stay
And then ill cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone

And they echo through my head everyday
And I don't think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we can't go back were on our own

Oh
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks your not here
And I think ill want to be alone
So please understand that I don't answer the phone

I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All mys can see is all I know

Oh
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

Dodo
Dodo


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November Lyrics as written by Marc Johnson John Abercrombie

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    to me this song is about feeling so alone but not in a bad way...'i was afraid to be alone, now im scared thats how id like to be' i imagine someone sitting inside looking out on a rainy day...feeling thoughtful and depressed thinking about all the things she has lost or is missing in her life and wishing she could have her innocene and childhood back..its an optimistic song in a way coz she says 'i will find it in myself' to get her life back on track...leave behind her past...this is probably wrong but its just how i feel when i listen to it

    TheGreatestTrickon March 13, 2008   Link

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