I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You've left me here with
This damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories
None of them I've lost
But...
I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
It's kinda sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic
I'm kinda insecure
But I know
That I'm the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong I'm sure
But...
I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
I feel so numb
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But...
I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
Just...
Just...
Just...
Just go
Go
Go
With these fucking
Lies
Lies
Lies
All your fucking
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
It's so distorted
You've left me here with
This damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories
None of them I've lost
But...
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic
I'm kinda insecure
But I know
That I'm the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong I'm sure
But...
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But...
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go...
Just...
Just...
Just go
Go
Go
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
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it has beautiful lyrics, very moving XxXXxX
It kills me that only a fracton of the people commeting on Staind are commenting on thir older stuff. Compared to Break The Cycle, Dysfunction and Tormented are o much better, it hurts.
Anyways, about the song. Beautiful, dark, angry, resentful, hateful... all those perfect emotions coming together to make this perfect song.
As a recovering addict, it’s obvious to me that he’s speaking about heroin addiction. “I’m the needle in your spoon”, “ I'm kinda numb, It's so distorted, You've left me here with, This damage that you've caused” , “It’s kinda sick, I feel so dirty”, “ But I know, That I'm the only, One that can fix, Whatever's wrong I'm sure”. Aaron has struggled with addiction for the majority of his adulthood. And in the first couple of albums, he talks a lot about his struggles with addiction.
This is about the only Staind song thaty i like. I love the line "cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful"
i think this song is about what darld about a girl who expected tomuch from him and it hurt him and she thinks he stupid and she is convinceing him that he is stupid
this is one of my favorite staind songs, and sol8nc8, you're right, dysfunction and tormented are so much better, but anyway...
i think this song was about aaron being abused, it seems like verbally, but it could be physically, i never thought about it as a connection to a girl. i always thought he was wanted revenge on the bastard that put him into this place in his head. i could support it w/ "i'm water while you drown..." etc, etc. i think what he wants to "just go" is the memories of the abuse...i could be wrong though...
Greatttttt song. The first Staind song I heard, the song that made me like them.
Love this song, and this album.
this song is sic like for real i love listining to dysfuction and just chilling and thinking, aaron lewis is like a relgious symbol heheh such a great voice and awesome lyricssigh
i think this song is about a chick fucking his mind up and none of the memories will ever fade and she left him to remember she lied to him and treated him like shit and it will stay with him and he feels dirty because of it
He's being haunted by a painful memory that he doesn't want to carry with him. As a result, it's hard to see the beautiful things in the world without thinking of the negative things about them.
Black is the dominant color.