Both as a standalone and as part of the DSOTS album, you can take this lyric as read. As a matter of public record, Jourgensen's drug intake was legendary even in the 1980s. By the late 90s, in his own words, he was grappling with massive addiction issues and had lost almost everything: friends, spouse, money and had nearly died more than once. "Dark Side of the Spoon" is a both funny & sad title for an album made by a musical genius who was losing the plot; and this song is a message to his fans & friends saying he knows it. It's painful to listen to so I'm glad the "Keith Richards of industrial metals" wised up and cleaned up. Well done sir.
Tore open the package it was an empty box
No meaning to me, just an empty box
Sender was a woman
Sender was a woman
She said, she's sending me everything that I, I
I never gave her before
She said, "Fill it up and send it back
Fill it up and send it back"
So I sent her back an empty box
A big mistake, sent back an empty box
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound
I cross them to a valley, a valley so dark
That when I look back, I can't see where I began
I can't see my hands, I don't even know if my eyes are open
In the mornin' I was by the sea
And I swam out as far as I could swim
Until' I was too tired to swim anymore
And then I floated
And tried to get my strength back
And then an empty box came floatin' by
An empty box and I crawled inside
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound in the night
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound
Alright
No meaning to me, just an empty box
Sender was a woman
Sender was a woman
She said, she's sending me everything that I, I
I never gave her before
She said, "Fill it up and send it back
Fill it up and send it back"
So I sent her back an empty box
A big mistake, sent back an empty box
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound
I cross them to a valley, a valley so dark
That when I look back, I can't see where I began
I can't see my hands, I don't even know if my eyes are open
In the mornin' I was by the sea
And I swam out as far as I could swim
Until' I was too tired to swim anymore
And then I floated
And tried to get my strength back
And then an empty box came floatin' by
An empty box and I crawled inside
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound in the night
Half in the shadows, half in the husky moonlight
And half insane just a sound
Alright
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Fortnight
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I Can't Go To Sleep
Wu-Tang Clan
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No Surprises
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Just A Little Lovin'
Dusty Springfield
Dusty Springfield
I don't think it's necessarily about sex. It's about wanting to start the day with some love and affection. Maybe a warm cuddle. I'm not alone in interpreting it that way! For example:
"'Just a Little Lovin’ is a timeless country song originally recorded by Eddy Arnold in 1954. The song, written by Eddie Miller and Jimmy Campbell, explores the delicate nuances of love and showcases Arnold’s emotive vocals. It delves into the universal theme of love and how even the smallest gesture of affection can have a profound impact on our lives." https://oldtimemusic.com/the-meaning-behind-the-song-just-a-little-lovin-by-eddy-arnold/
Well, my only quesion in this song is if she was sending him everything he "never" gave her before, and what she sent him was an empty box, then wouldn't that mean he gave her everything?
I created an account just to respond to your question. Though I doubt you'll ever read it, maybe it will help other souls in need of, erm, Morphine.<br /> <br /> That is precisely what it means. And she wants more ("fill it up and send it back").
Hes got nothing left to give anymore, though. In fact he's "crossed into a valley, a valley so dark that when I look back I can't see where I began, I can't see my hands, I don't even know if my eyes are open."<br /> <br /> So basically this song says to me that he used to have an amazing relationship with this woman to whom he gave everything but now he's fallen into a dark world and has nothing to offer anymore. Sounds like he's ready to die.
The lyrics do not imply that he gave her anything at all. On the contrary.
I love these lyrics. In strict logic, he apparently gave her everything, but I think the song meaning is the opposite. This woman, like many people, spoke illogically, but her meaning was clearly something many men have heard from many women: she is bitter because he never gave her as much as she wanted, and she is giving him "one last chance" to make it up.<br /> <br /> His "screw you" response was a big mistake. After the crystal-clear "big mistake" line, the lyrics get oblique but I think they describe the damage her consequent anger did to his spirits.<br /> <br /> His dark, damaged tone of voice on the lines "Sender was a woman" and "Big mistake" convey his feelings about female rage.<br /> <br /> The empty box he crawls into is a wonderful paradox, suggesting both a life raft and a coffin. He would choose to die to find respite from this storm.<br /> <br />
I rather agree with raven9; the image of "empty box" is illogical, it is an oxymoron like loud silence etc. She is sending him "an empty box" or "everything he never gave her" which means she is actually sending him her heart, her longing for him he could "fill up". But in the first place he does not understand or wants her feelings, for him it is " just an empty box" (=a needy woman whose feelings he can not satisfy). But after the dark period, "being too tired to swim anymore" he realizes that he made a mistake rejecting a true feeling, and now he is ready to feel her up with all of his presence. Deep and simple.
He waits impatiently to see what is in the box, under the cover "I tore open the package". There is nothing in the box. She replies something like "Well there could have been something if you ever gave me anything at the first place". She insists on making him gave her something "Fill it up and send it back" or she could just have said: "Try one more time but this time harder". He wouldn't fill it up. Then follows a crises of "Where I am, who I am, what's the point?". Which reminds him that he is always in this crises and if he sees an empty box (a ready woman) he can try to rest on her for a while.
This is the way that I also interpret it. I'd send that bitch the empty box back too.
One thing I considered was that his period of darkness and floating aimlessly caused him to look for some sort of help and although the box was empty, just the memory of that incident somehow gave him some peace.