So Maybe I am Bound By Fate
A Problematic Scarring Induced By Hate
It Never Seems To All Pan Out
Is That What All This Teaching Is Needed To Scout
You Seemed To Have A Bad Effect
Your Rules And Contradictions I would Neglect
Though Not My Fault You Made Me Feel
Like My Own Education Wasnt Truly Real
Then You Came Right In Tearing Out My Soul
How Could All This Loss Be Your Only Goal
I`m Left Standing Here Desperate In The Cold
Since You Took Your Life Mine Has not Been Whole
So There I Stood A Scolded Child
The Reasons Never Questioned My Pains Been Filed
Inside This Place That Makes Me Feel
I learned Life Is Unfair And That Is Very Real
Then You Came Right In Tearing Out My Soul
How Could All This Loss Be Your Only Goal
I`m Left Standing Here Desperate In The Cold
Since You Took Your Life Mine Has not Been Whole
While You Try To Overcome The Lesson
Makeing The most Of Those Questions That Just
Keeps Me Guessing
I`m Looking Longer, Harder, Further Than I Ever Have
Solitude Breaking Me Down You Always Seemed Glad
To Put Me down And Stick Me In That little Pit
Personal Growth As A child That Mattered Not A Bit
Then I Became The Person That You Hated Most
Disrespecting The Father, Son, And Holy Ghost
A Small Example Of What The Things You`ve Done To Me
Have Changed In My Life And Changed The Things that I can never be
I`ll Never Be
A Problematic Scarring Induced By Hate
It Never Seems To All Pan Out
Is That What All This Teaching Is Needed To Scout
You Seemed To Have A Bad Effect
Your Rules And Contradictions I would Neglect
Though Not My Fault You Made Me Feel
Like My Own Education Wasnt Truly Real
How Could All This Loss Be Your Only Goal
I`m Left Standing Here Desperate In The Cold
Since You Took Your Life Mine Has not Been Whole
The Reasons Never Questioned My Pains Been Filed
Inside This Place That Makes Me Feel
I learned Life Is Unfair And That Is Very Real
How Could All This Loss Be Your Only Goal
I`m Left Standing Here Desperate In The Cold
Since You Took Your Life Mine Has not Been Whole
Makeing The most Of Those Questions That Just
Keeps Me Guessing
I`m Looking Longer, Harder, Further Than I Ever Have
Solitude Breaking Me Down You Always Seemed Glad
To Put Me down And Stick Me In That little Pit
Personal Growth As A child That Mattered Not A Bit
Then I Became The Person That You Hated Most
Disrespecting The Father, Son, And Holy Ghost
A Small Example Of What The Things You`ve Done To Me
Have Changed In My Life And Changed The Things that I can never be
I`ll Never Be
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This song I think Reflect the singers life growing up. Ive read his background on the bands site www.flaw.com & his mother commited suicide. So i htink what hes saying is pretty much His life is just not whole . This is a great band, there filled with emotion, there music comes str8 from the heart ... And teh guitars & percussion is awesome too ....
this song is all about his adoptive mother commiting suicide when he was 12. i read it on www.93x.com/rocknews.asp go and see it for yourself.
yeah dude.. its about his mom commiting suicide. there is video fotage at mtv.com about it.. check it out.
he wrote it about his mother though, if you have the cd, pop it in your computer and watch the cd extra.
Honestly, I don't like this song. I like Flaw, but I hate the lyrics to this song. He's talking about how she made herself miserable and how he was affected by it and he seemed kind of angry with her mutilatng herself when she was alive...and for alot of people that would build up anger and stuff and not really take that much out of them when the other person finally commits suicide.
it's about his mom...but the way he worded it and everything was meant so it could relate to everyone.... well, at least thats how i look at it
jove man, your wrong, look at any interview that flaw did and questoins about this song, its about his mom commiting suicide because she had a brain tumor and how he went from blaming himself for her death to blaming his mom for putting him and his family through all the pain to forgiving her and understading what why she did what she committed suicide.
he wasnt worried about fans relating to it, he was just expressing himself through music, relieving his anger of his life through his music
This songs pretty cool...although..it's about his mom commiting suicide...it's still is cool. Many say it sucks because of what it means...but I say you can all go to hell, this dude's showing what he feels through his song.
Uhh yea u guys shouldnt bitch at him for expressing himself. Even if it isnt positive, its the way he feels and he kicks ass at showing it