I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
And you will heal yourself
When the rain begins to fall
Feel the fire
Burning inside us all
Remove me
For going in unchained
Blow away for yourself and gather again
And, listen to the conversations of the sea
Inside us all
There's a quiet beach
If we fall into ourselves we will become free
I myself could use a little clarity
'Cause I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of you
I am so full of me
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
Then I opened up my mouth
I'm a cloud.
And these words they seldom come out
When I looked into her eyes I cared enough to wonder why
She'd want a cloud that's floating around
But I feel it's time to say goodbye to fear
And feel the fury of these tears
As they run down my face
I can feel her so far away
'Cause I am a cloud
And I am so afraid
So don't you come and gather at me in this haze
I sit at home and feel the sun's daze
As she gently melts a little everyday
I blow away remaining unphased
When I feel the there's something crawling out of me
I'm just a cloud watching the moon rise
These motherfuckers stepped on me,
And tried to fuck me from behind
'Cause I am a cloud
And I am so afraid
I, I am
So full of love
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of you
I am so full of me
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of love
Love!
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of love
I am so full of
When the rain begins to fall
Feel the fire
Burning inside us all
Remove me
For going in unchained
Blow away for yourself and gather again
And, listen to the conversations of the sea
Inside us all
There's a quiet beach
If we fall into ourselves we will become free
I myself could use a little clarity
'Cause I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of you
I am so full of me
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
Then I opened up my mouth
I'm a cloud.
And these words they seldom come out
When I looked into her eyes I cared enough to wonder why
She'd want a cloud that's floating around
But I feel it's time to say goodbye to fear
And feel the fury of these tears
As they run down my face
I can feel her so far away
'Cause I am a cloud
And I am so afraid
So don't you come and gather at me in this haze
I sit at home and feel the sun's daze
As she gently melts a little everyday
I blow away remaining unphased
When I feel the there's something crawling out of me
I'm just a cloud watching the moon rise
These motherfuckers stepped on me,
And tried to fuck me from behind
'Cause I am a cloud
And I am so afraid
I, I am
So full of love
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of you
I am so full of me
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of these feelings
That tear me every which way
I am so full of love
Love!
I am so full of love
I am so full of hate
I am so full of love
I am so full of
Add your thoughts
Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.
Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!
More Featured Meanings
Dreamwalker
Silent Planet
Silent Planet
Just A Little Lovin'
Dusty Springfield
Dusty Springfield
I don't think it's necessarily about sex. It's about wanting to start the day with some love and affection. Maybe a warm cuddle. I'm not alone in interpreting it that way! For example:
"'Just a Little Lovin’ is a timeless country song originally recorded by Eddy Arnold in 1954. The song, written by Eddie Miller and Jimmy Campbell, explores the delicate nuances of love and showcases Arnold’s emotive vocals. It delves into the universal theme of love and how even the smallest gesture of affection can have a profound impact on our lives." https://oldtimemusic.com/the-meaning-behind-the-song-just-a-little-lovin-by-eddy-arnold/
Blue
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran
“Blue” is a song about a love that is persisting in the discomfort of the person experiencing the emotion. Ed Sheeran reflects on love lost, and although he wishes his former partner find happiness, he cannot but admit his feelings are still very much there. He expresses the realization that he might never find another on this stringed instrumental by Aaron Dessner.
Punchline
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran sings about missing his former partner and learning important life lessons in the process on “Punchline.” This track tells a story of battling to get rid of emotions for a former lover, whom he now realized might not have loved him the same way. He’s now caught between accepting that fact and learning life lessons from it and going back to beg her for another chance.
Amazing
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran tells a story of unsuccessfully trying to feel “Amazing.” This track is about the being weighed down by emotional stress despite valiant attempts to find some positivity in the situation. This track was written by Ed Sheeran from the perspective of his friend. From the track, we see this person fall deeper into the negative thoughts and slide further down the path of mental torment with every lyric.
to me this song is about being stoned and losing someone you love because of it. 'I am a cloud..n i am so afraid'. Being high and havng the 'fear'. Dunno how accurate this is but I know I feel like that when ive been smoking 'I am so full of love I am s full of hate'..familure feelings to me