A chandelier on a thin string, hangin' onto reality
I'm losin' faith more than time bleeds
At least I still got some air to breathe
Grain of sand in the hourglass, havin' fun while I still can
I wanna know what the end say, but I can't rush the story
I'm a winner and a loser in the same mind
And I love it and I hate it at the same time
Go to Heaven, go to hell, you're in the same line
Tryna jump ahead, you only rewind
Past life, sometimes it feels like life's a distant memory of that night
Sometimes it feels like you're already next to me and that's why
Sometimes we fight, it's never wrong, it's never right and I
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
You know, humanity's a tuff crowd, sit you down when you stand out
Fit you into a checked box, it never ends, even on top
A piece of gum on a Louboutin, just a penny to a million
Painted in dust 'til we carry on, fake a smile and we play along
Yeah, I'm a winner and a loser in the same mind
And I love it and I hate it at the same time
Go to Heaven, go to hell, you're in the same line
Tryna jump ahead, you only rewind
Past life, sometimes it feels like life's a distant memory of that night
Sometimes it feels like you're already next to me and that's why
Sometimes we fight, it's never wrong, it's never right and I
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
I'm losin' faith more than time bleeds
At least I still got some air to breathe
Grain of sand in the hourglass, havin' fun while I still can
I wanna know what the end say, but I can't rush the story
And I love it and I hate it at the same time
Go to Heaven, go to hell, you're in the same line
Tryna jump ahead, you only rewind
Sometimes it feels like you're already next to me and that's why
Sometimes we fight, it's never wrong, it's never right and I
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
Fit you into a checked box, it never ends, even on top
A piece of gum on a Louboutin, just a penny to a million
Painted in dust 'til we carry on, fake a smile and we play along
And I love it and I hate it at the same time
Go to Heaven, go to hell, you're in the same line
Tryna jump ahead, you only rewind
Sometimes it feels like you're already next to me and that's why
Sometimes we fight, it's never wrong, it's never right and I
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
I try, I try, I try my best to taste the highs, past life
Song Info
Copyright
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Writer
Bianca "blush" Atterberry, Christian Beau Anastasiou Astrop, Eren Cannata, Jean Baptiste Kouame, Justin Tranter, Naji Kareen Lomax, Ryland Blackinton, Scott Mescudi
Duration
2:29
Submitted by
brian On Aug 23, 2025
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