Paralyzed

Every day's a vicious cycle and I'm stuck on repeat
I've been over-medicating
Waiting, praying for peace
I guess it's death or deliverance
But it's not up to me
Because the devil's dealing cards
And he's playing for keeps
Night after night
Hear my soul keep saying
Fight for your life
But my will feels wasted
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
Wish I could say that it's denial
That it's not what it seems
Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat
Adrenaline kicks in once again
Never gonna win
It depletes me
Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease
I'm still here
Night after night
Hear my soul keep saying
Fight for your life
But my will feels wasted
Night after night
Oh, I'm losing patience
Fight for your life
It's the war I'm waging
Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
Pinned down
Tied up
I've sealed my fate
The perfect murder
With my own blade
Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
Heart is racing
Body shaking
No escaping
Think I'm...
(Paralyzed)