The Secret

So, this is how it feels to feel for the last time
Well, maybe not, so maybe not like the first time
So much, you know, that one time, just like that one time I made you scream my name
Believe me, the pain subsides when it rains outside
I swear they're screaming from the words that you said
Is this the way it should be? Is this the way it should be?
She's screaming at the top of her lungs
Love it or leave it, I kept the secret to myself
Between the sheets, it stayed, it never came out my mouth
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
Love it or leave it, I kept the secret to myself
Between the sheets, it stayed, it never came out my mouth
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
Just know I'm the best thing
Just know I'm the best thing
Despite what your friends think
Despite what your friends think
Despite what your friends think
Despite what your friends think
I was the best thing
I was the best thing
Kissing you was a contradiction
Feeling confined is so much worse
Even if it didn't mean a thing to you, you mean the world to me
You mean the world to me
Kissing you was a contradiction
Feeling confined is so much worse
Even if it didn't mean a thing to you, you mean the world to me
You mean the world to...
Love it or leave it, I kept the secret to myself
Between the sheets, it stayed, it never came out my mouth
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
Love it or leave it, I kept the secret to myself
Between the sheets, it stayed, it never came out my mouth
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
I know it's not what I was told in the first place
Take everything I once gave you
And throw it away, throw it away
Since the last time, since the last time
I know I crossed your mind so many times
You know, I know you love the way I see you walking by
I say goodbye to everything
She seems so perfect, but then she fades away
Though everything's happened, she won't let them get in her way
Tonight's the night
She's tired of thinking, tired of blinking, never sleeps
A wink at night, it's time to give in
It's half past seven, lay down, baby, close your eyes
Her hands keep shaking, heart keeps breaking
Just know, baby, it's the day's time
Stop crying, I'm not lying
I keep trying to make things right
Stop playing, I'm not saying this
I can't look in your eyes
Used to conclusions and confusion
Here's to our last goodbye