Feelin

[Verse 1]
Spent the winter pretendin' I'm okay
And I love a sinner 'cause they look the other way
But I been goin' under, pretendin' that I'm okay
I am a girl of thunder, wishin' all the world away like
[Pre-Chorus]
Wine with dinner, I talk but I don't say
[Chorus]
How I been (Feelin')
How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)
All of these (Feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How I been (Feelin')
Pretendin' I'm (Dealin' without, hey!)
But I ain't (Feelin')
Or do you want me out? Ha!
[Verse 2]
Was it easy, decidin' you're not mine?
Do you feel me? Do I ever cross your mind?
And I hate that you affect the way I feel at all
I don't deserve to find my footing just to fall in
[Pre-Chorus]
Wine with dinner, I talk but I don't say
[Chorus]
How I been (Feelin')
How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)
All of these (Feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How I been (Feelin')
Pretendin' I'm (Dealin' without, hey!)
But I ain't (Feelin')
Or do you want me out? Ha!
[Bridge]
Now, voice, I don't need you to crack
No tellin' what you might say that I can't take back
And I don't think I can open up that door
I'm afraid to give a voice to what I'm wanting for
So I don't, or I can't, or I won't
But it's like I'm goin' crazy
Thinkin' about, mmm
[Chorus]
How I been (Feelin')
How I been (Feelin' about, hey!)
All of these (Feelings)
Oh do you want me now?
How I been (Feelin')
Pretendin' I'm (Dealin' without, hey!)
But I ain't (Feelin')
Or do you want me out? Ha!