Mean

Staring at myself naked, can't embrace it
Gettin' frustrated, with the hatin'
On myself, I hate hatin myself
I know it's selfish of me to be holding up the line
There's like twenty people waiting but I need the extra time
To look at myself in the mirror
Bend down once or twice
Say something that's not very nice
And then cry
Oh, why do I do this?
I leave feeling useless
What is it proving?
When I keep abusing my words
Til it hurts
Need to learn
Why am I so fuckin mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean to me
Mean to me
Wish I could see in me what they see
Vision's hazy, haven't eaten lately
Going crazy, just wondering if anybody is ever gonna love me
I can't even love me
How will someone wanna touch me?
Just when I think I'm finally over this I put my heart out
Only to get it hurt again
Deservin' it, this time it sucks
Never feelin' enough for love
Why am I so fuckin' mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean to me
Mean to me
When I get older, will I get wiser?
When I get older, will I get nicer?
Look at my reflection and say that I like her?
Instead of being fuckin' mean to me
I would have some self-esteem
Instead of being so mean
Why am I so fuckin' mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can be
Nice to everybody
But when it comes to me
Yeah, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean to me
Mean to me
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so fuckin' (mean)
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin' mean
I'm so fuckin' mean