Holograve

As the mirrors burst into fragments which deny to shine
I knew that I would curse my convictions that felt so divine
I've built a monument to reform my ceasing faith but all was vain
cause every brick and stone got shattered by the wraith
that I let in to wake the question
which longs for more than confirmation
I rotate around the failures I can’t ignore
And still I ban myself from vanished dreams that I adore
My intents are the catalyst that feeds the flame
Bound to my painful fate I became the shade I used to defame
Am I condemned to be aimlessly
Visions of a new relapse show me the depths of my collapse
and walk on crumbling trails that eyes can’t see?
I’ve tried to seek for sense in this
Your empty words won’t teach me bliss
Empty words won’t teach me bliss
I’ve put my heart and blood in this sacral temple grave
but every step towards the setting sun intensifies the feel
That I’ve spent a lifetime running
to safe me from what tries to take my pain away
So I rotate around the failures I can’t ignore
and still I ban myself from vanished dreams that I adore
My intents are the catalyst that feeds the flame
Bound to my painful fate I became the shade I used to defame
Am I condemned to be aimlessly
Visions of a new relapse show me the depths of my collapse
and walk on crumbling trails that eyes can’t see?
I’ve tried to seek for sense in this
Your empty words won’t teach me bliss
Will I find what hides from me impatiently
The voices in my wrecked soul redeem the doubts I can't control
to experience the shame inside of me?
I’m here to reap what I have sown to earn a world I call my own
Your empty words won’t teach me bliss