Misery

[Chorus]:
Put me out of my misery
Come on, put me out of my misery
Please put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
[Verse 1]:
Misery, what a wonderful feeling
When the skies are all grey and equanimity's reeling
And nobody understands what the hell ya going through
They say they do but fuck that and fuck you
You ain't got no clue, this is the story of my life
Sedate my mental state or take away this knife and hide it
Because the gloom, I ride it
I know I got a problem and I won't deny it
My brain's fried, these thoughts I have are tiring
Tryna find a way through but energy is expiring
Socialising is a bitch, I'd rather be asleep
I'd rather write a hit and miss to a night on the piss
I'd rather dark music to that upbeat shit
But the crowd is loud for all that Forthwrite shit
So, one day I'll sell my soul with a track about the booze
Party-starting rap and slit my wrist and finally snooze
Insomniac, I'm no-doze, I need a go-doze
Even just four winks that'll ease the death-throes
Misery, such a wonderful feeling
Got it down to a science like chemical engineering
[Chorus]:
Put me out of my misery
Come on, put me out of my misery
Just put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
{Verse 2]:
Fly Rye got risky, but I got misery
So, fuck Tom Cruise and yeah, fuck my delivery
And no, that ain't a dis', I kinda like Cardboard Memories
But it ain't my style so he can keep the number 23
I'm rockin' seventeen, the underground knows what I mean
Well, at least the Horrorcore scene knows what I mean
I'm twisted and miserable and easily dismissable
Who wanna hear my shit when my best flow is just so criminal?
I rap according to emotional head-space
Other rappers hitting homers and I'm still on first base
Bad taste in music got me stuck doin' shit like this
If bad taste could kill my words are cyanide pills
Check the list, I'm not invited
'Cause I'm the moody one and I'm prone to get violent
That's the way it goes, somebody has to be depressed
'Cause there's too many happy folk, it's almost like a joke
So, where is my facade? I wanna be just like the rest
Fake and only cool, yeah, when I'm with the rest, nah
I prefer the misery, I put it to the test
But it bested you, said the knife to my chest
[Chorus]:
Put me out of my misery
Just put me out of my misery
Come on, put me out of my misery
Please put me out of my misery
[Verse 3]:
Now, normally you'd think with a knife to the gut
The person up inside their mind is really messed up
But surprise, more lies and falsehoods around the bend
It's just an act to bring you in, ya fallin' for pretend
I'm sick, man, with a sick game to play
Think escaped mental patient without conscience but a mic, hey
It's like that, I look like one thing
But inside I'm another, got my own thoughts flinching
It ain't right, black the colour of my limelight
Four and a half minutes of lame within the rap game
Bloody broken bones and black and blue by midnight
And three and a half years now I've been burning in these flames
Misery's an act but I really am insane
With an anger problem, go on, yank the fucking chain
No bark, I'll bite just like a Pittie on the loose
Grip tight with no give like the hangman's noose
Stranglehold, I choke too, it digs and builds through
Take it from me, you don't want it inside of you
This misery but cloaks the actual issue
This misery is nothing, this misery is nothing
Fucking nothing...