Sometimes

I'm not looking for an answer
I just hope these words will help whoever's listening
If someone cares to listen in
I've been up and down in life
Sure, every day's a chance to fight, forever wrestling
Trying to make amends again
But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm lucky I know
All of my friends don't understand
Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm blind
Maybe we all get lost sometimes, sometimes
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
And every night when I'm alone
I put another podcast on
It helps me slip away, keeps me learning every day
Reading books on meditation
Fights away the hesitations hanging over me
Easing the anxiety
But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm lucky I know
All of my friends don't understand
Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm blind
Maybe we all get lost sometimes, sometimes
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Maybe we all get lost sometimes
But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky I know
'Cause I'm lucky I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm taking it slow
All of my friends don't understand
Maybe I'm crazy, going out of my mind
Maybe we all get lost sometimes, sometimes
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
But I break down and I lose control
The band don't care 'cause they had a good show
I won't cry 'cause I'm lucky I know
'Cause I'm lucky I know
A restless heart and a beautiful soul
It really doesn't matter if I stay or go
It's hitting me hard but I'm taking it slow
All get lost sometimes
I'm not looking for an answer
I just hope these words will help whoever's listening
If someone cares to listen in