This Loss

[Verse 1]
Itty-bitty, oh, so pretty as I watch myself break down
Satisfying, as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find, it’s tearing at my heart
It's robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it will never stop
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
[Verse 2]
There's nothing like the sound of screaming, looping up all in my mind
Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
Always taken back from me
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find, it’s tearing at my heart
It's robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it will never stop
[Bridge]
This is plain to see
Been holding on too long to this tragedy
And it's time to be free
To understand what this path's laid out for me
So here I am again
Happiness is a club I'll never be in
I'll never be in, I'll never get in, I'll never get in
Never get in, never get in
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find, it’s tearing at my heart
It’s robbing me on something I once
Had to take it now I hate it, it will never stop
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, take it back, take it back