Ego Love

Tired but proud you crawl to the mirror
Searching for something
You love so much, You wanna touch?
You're never upset with envieds saying
You're falling into madness
They've never won and will never win
People around 're so calm and quiet
That's why we are so far apart
They're respected, I'm perfected
Don't make me feel regret and hear
My only sense – is here
Let this spoiled heart inside
Be guided by my ego-mind
it's my delight
This mud in my mind
You're washing it off with love and fear
Again irritating me
This mud in my heart
You're tearing it out with all its grace
Starring again
Vain attempts (you make) to kill lonely boredom
Better motivation - no longer live for ourselves
We're finding the truth in
Self-evaluation, until it breeds monsters
Invading us, destroying us
People want me from all sides
Above, below, and from inside
Isolated, but I'm satisfied!
Don't make me feel, I can not hear
This is my therapy
Staying blind to mankind
Just bathing in..
This mud in my mind
You're washing it off with love and fear
Again irritating me
This mud in my heart
You're tearing it out with all its grace
Starring again
But this night I will rise
I am what I am I never care
The World is all mine, forgive me that
To these stars I will rise
The World is mine, never lie to my
my egocentric love