Void

I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once
Lately I can't find the beat
I used to feel the rush
Started with a little bit
Now I don't know how to quit
Always feel inadequate
Same way that my daddy did
Mama told me not to try
I should've taken her advice
And now I'm all twisted
When it's all gone, I miss it
I'll try just to do something
I'll try cuz I got nothing else that gets me through the day
Til I find another way
I'll try just to do something
I'll try cuz I got nothing
Even if I lose again, I won't quit
I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once
Lately I can't find the beat
I used to feel the rush
And now I need you to feel a vibe
I need you to see the point
I need you to feel alive
I need you to fill a void
My insecurities are my own worst enemy, yeah
Something's not letting me move the way I used to
Thought you could better me
But then you stop letting me walk
Now you're just setting me off
So I'm trying to lose you
I'll fight just to do something
I'll fight cuz I got nothing else that gets me through the day
Then I find another way
I'll fight just to do something
I'll fight cuz I got nothing
Even if I lose again, I can't quit
I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once
Lately I can't find the beat
I used to feel the rush
And now I need you to feel a vibe
I need you to see the point
I need you to feel alive
I need you to fill a void
I need you to fill a void
I need you to fill a void
You paralyze me every time
I try to find some paradise
I've got to fill the void
Now I'm paranoid
You paralyze me every time
I try to find some paradise
I've got to fill the void
Now I'm paranoid