Days passed by it turned to years from months
I can't even cry since I started taking drugs
Got no dopamine in my brain and it sucks
It's only me I can blame it's been tough
Since LSD at 17 I regret that
One sec' sipping lean now you've had a heart attack
My soul yeah it's known these drugs for time
So why did I bring opioids with the lines
Can't change the past but it doesn't feel right
Emotions been fucked since you fed those lies
Three seizures later no change I ain't fine
Man I'm still wondering if at 21 I'll die
Man it was humbling when I overdosed on xans
And my mum found me
Must've screamed and went mad
Frothing out my mouth she called 999
I woke up confused when the ambulance arrived
Rise me up I need to
Feel your touch
Codeine Spirit I
I need you
Thinking to myself how the fuck ain't I died
'Cus I know I've escaped death too many times
Shamefully pouring up need me a five
And I'll Mix it with oxy don't care 'bout my life
Can't even remember when I last prayed
Can't get myself to pattern up and behave
People walk over me I know I've made mistakes
But I can't change my mindset from feeling like a slave
Codeine Spirit bottles on deck
On the cruise ship met the angel of death
Drown me in shame
I don't know what to say
Put me in a grave before I go insane
I know I'm not righteous think purgatory's looming
Please don't hurt us we're already losing
Addiction's a menace man I feel like Corbin
'Cus it's time for my penance since I went all in
Let me know
If I'm better
I just need some more
Tonight
Codeine Spirit lift me high
Codeine Spirit set me free
Codeine Spirit lift me high
Codeine Spirit set me free


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Codeine Spirit (feat. CMG) Lyrics as written by Mohammed Ibrahim Ali Callum Mcgovern

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