Serotonia

This song was written and filmed and produced over a four day period, four hours each day. The co-writer and producer was a dancer at a strip club in Arizona named Elite Cabaret and was written for her fiancee', now estranged husband. The original theme was a rock version of going back to Cali. The first two lines are very specific references to the writer. "I wish everyone I knew was dead, so I'd never have to pick up the phone", is a vampire reference. In the Anne Rice Vampire Chronicles vamps can communicate through thought. The sencond line "I just want to be naked, masturbate all day at home" is a specific line written about the fiancee'referencing his sex addict and the writers view of being able to be alone and preferring isolation over useless and meaningless relationships. Little known fact is that the co-writer went into work that day with gold rings and nail polish and put on a black hoodie with white strings to cover the stripper outfit she was wearing underneath and that Terrible Johnny, being the kind soul he is, wore the gold nails and rings and hoodie with a ladies camisole underneath as a way to level with the co-writer. As if to say who gives a fuck! I'll show some skin. The video was inspired by surroundings but the uncut version tells an entirely different story that I cannot wait to share with the world!

I love this song it describes my depression. Love this guy he\'s a superstar. Love my name is human.\nFuck I love everything about him.\nI\'m old enough to be his grandmother so arrest me. HA.