Twisted by Design

I've got my scars to bear
Stitches just can't repair, woah
There's no one to blame this time
Absolution's waiting on a prayer
I'm breaking down the walls
I'm bailing my share of faults, woah
There's blood on my hands, it's a blessing
In a lifetime, twisted by design
(I'm still alive)
[Verse]
Is it [?] or the cure
Cause it's a brave new world
I don't know if I'm ready for
Just a test
Cause I'm miles up above you
Flying with the safety net
I don't believe in fate although
This time I think I've met my match
Why are the dreams so hard to catch
[Pre-Chorus]
Cause you [?] what it feels inside
You live right on the [?]
(But I'm still alive)
[Chorus]
They say believing is the hardest part
Well I say [?] my heart
I alone to find my way
And get right back to the start
They say the fire in your heart is gone
But I say the journey only just begun
All along I know that I'm
I'm twisted by design
I'm twisted by design
[Verse]
I'm taking the days as they come
But now I'm seeing the world as if it had a thousand suns
I admit that there's somewhere along the lines
I guess I lost my grip
[?] turn the pages
[?] need to get things right
One more chance to catch the [?]
[Pre-Chorus]
Cause you [?] what it feels inside
You live right on the [?]
(But I'm still alive)
[Chorus]
They say believing is the hardest part
Well I say [?] my heart
I am [?] to find my way
And get right back to the start
They say the fire in your heart is gone
But I say the journey only just begun
All along I know that I'm
I'm twisted by design
I'm twisted by design
[Bridge]
Starting over again
[?]
I can't stop these walls from closing in
Going out of my head
All the tears that I've [?]
They're not enough
To take my pain away
[Chorus]
They say leaving is the hardest part
Well I say [?] my heart
I am [?] to find my way
And get right back to the start
They say the fire in your heart is gone
But I say the journey only just begun
All along you know that I'm
I'm twisted by design
I'm twisted by design
[Outro]
Some way I've changed
And I've left it all behind
But I can't change the way
That I'm, I'm twisted by design