Rumors

In life I am never satisfied
I haven't got a friend on my side now
Wasting money to my old man's own disgust
There's still some things that can't be discussed
Wrong or right, I'm constantly in the shadows
Keep me out of sight even if the past was long ago
Yet still I'm so mesmerized
I bet you can see it in my eyes
If you don't just look close inside
I've got more than enough time
But why do I always need something to change my mind?
Is it still my place to have a say?
Or just face it all every single day?
Will I lose or win?
Here I am, where do I begin?
Oh, awake to this feeling in my head
Oh, there was so much I left unsaid
Oh, now all the rumors start to spread
Rise and shine into the morning
I've got someone else's life to borrow
But only until tomorrow, just listen up to my song
The one no longer about my sorrow
Slow or fast, nothing is fully gone
Even if it's in the past it's there somewhere by dawn
Oh, awake to this feeling in my head
Oh, there was so much I left unsaid
Oh, now all the rumors start to spread
Oh, oh, oh
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes you just need a friend
Oh, oh, oh
I awake, oh
I awake, oh
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, oh
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, oh
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, I'm wide awake, oh no
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, oh
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, oh
I awake, I awake, I awake, I awake, I'm wide awake, oh no
Oh, oh, oh