Recluse

I've been hiding inside these four walls
And drifting somewhere down the halls
Something always tells me I was meant to be here
Yet the story of my life has gone beyond fear
But before I rest my head
I just want to say what's unsaid
I'm not that crazy
Just something not ordinary
I'm so sorry I became a recluse
Such an invitation I couldn't refuse
Still deep in my heart I know that's no excuse
Lost inside my fantasy, that's where I want to be
I'll always think of you, so sorry I'm a recluse
I know you all think I'm losing my mind
But stop telling me to forget and rewind
I swear at night I'll bury my prayer
Cause you all act like for you I don't care
I'm always so torn and it turns my head into a storm
I swear I'm not crazy
I'm so sorry I became a recluse
Such an invitation I couldn't refuse
Still deep in my heart I know that's no excuse
Lost inside my fantasy, that's where I want to be
I'll always think of you, so sorry I'm a recluse
In my life I'm always stranded in between
It's been that way since I was seventeen
For now you got to let me be on my own
Just know I am not here alone
I'm so sorry I became a recluse
Such an invitation I couldn't refuse
Still deep in my heart I know that's no excuse
Lost inside my fantasy, that's where I want to be
I'll always think of you, so sorry I'm a recluse
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I'll always think of you, so sorry I'm a recluse
I'll always think of you