My Demons

Lacuna Coil

And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes

I feel fucked up today
My demons cursing me as I'm awake
My head is spinning I can't explain
Your words are poison inside my veins

You lied
I don't believe you I can't relate
You lied!
I hate your voice cause it sounds so fake
(You lied)

And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say

I should've walked away
And break the circle that never ends
No other way to survive the pain
It's either I kill or I will be killed

You lied
But I'm still giving myself away
You lied!
I don't regret every single day
(You lied)

And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I don't know what to say

I think of you and I can't forget
Every word you said hurts inside my head
Cannot let you go, things will never change

I feel fucked up today
It's either I kill or I will be killed
(You lied)

And I don't know what to say
I'm thinking about you
It's hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I'm thinking about you
I'm choking without you
And I know right now

Just the way that I will be killed
You lied


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My Demons Lyrics as written by Marco Coti Zelati Andrea Ferro

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    My Interpretation

    Ever have a toxic relationship with someone? There's Cristina's side of it, which is the guilt of repeatedly hurting the other person, Andi who is basically sick of the apologies but keeps going back to Cristina. I think this can apply to any type of relationship- lover, friendship, family.

    "It's either or I kill or I will be killed"

    If Andi doesn't let this person go, he'll be held down (or killed). At the end of the song, he says he won't be killed. Very sad.

    fellonblackdays1on August 18, 2016   Link

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