This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
You're so damn cold
You've got no feelin'
I want my blood hotter
Not satisfied
I need to taste it
Your sex is so over
Got the gun in my hand
And I'm pointing straight
To the target and
I'm gonna blow my brakes
I don't need you
My touch is better
I'm rollin' much harder
Lights out
On my own
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I can make it feel just like I'm hanging on
Yeah I can do it better when I'm all alone
Lights out
So high
All alone
I've got a body of my own
I'm in control
My hands are shakin'
My skin's getting wetter
I'm coming close
It's overloading
I'm walking with fire
Spin around in my head and I'm screaming out
But with you in the room I can never shout
This heroin
I'm sinkin' so deep
Wish I could stay here forever
Lights out
On my own
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I can make it feel just like I'm hangin' on
Yeah I can do it better when I'm all alone
Lights out
So high
All alone
I've got a body of my own
Lights out
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
You've got no feelin'
I want my blood hotter
Not satisfied
I need to taste it
Your sex is so over
Got the gun in my hand
And I'm pointing straight
To the target and
I'm gonna blow my brakes
I don't need you
My touch is better
I'm rollin' much harder
Lights out
On my own
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I can make it feel just like I'm hanging on
Yeah I can do it better when I'm all alone
Lights out
So high
All alone
I've got a body of my own
I'm in control
My hands are shakin'
My skin's getting wetter
I'm coming close
It's overloading
I'm walking with fire
Spin around in my head and I'm screaming out
But with you in the room I can never shout
This heroin
I'm sinkin' so deep
Wish I could stay here forever
Lights out
On my own
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I can make it feel just like I'm hangin' on
Yeah I can do it better when I'm all alone
Lights out
So high
All alone
I've got a body of my own
Lights out
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
So high
Got my darkness
I'm into myself
Don't need you
'Cause I'm gone
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
Body of My Own Lyrics as written by Patrik Berger Charlotte Aitchison
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
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