Spread Me All Over Illinois

Change holds me down to the places I don't want to be
When I wake up I look in the mirror and I see
The person that's been scaring me away from moving on
And getting out of my head
I end my nights in the same spot,
That I told myself I would leave
I would have thought moving out would be
Like it was before I left
I'm starting to see
But I keep living alone in the past
Since loneliness will never leave my mind
I can't shake it off
Always a fight between my past
My head and my heart
You can cut me up
And spread me all over Illinois
I can't
I can't find myself
This loneliness will never leave my mind
I'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only one
I end my nights in the same spot
That I told myself I would leave
I would have thought moving out would be
Like it was before I left
I'm starting to see
But I keep living alone in the past
Since loneliness will never leave my mind
Did I get left behind,
Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost?
Loneliness will never leave my mind
Loneliness will never leave my mind
Did I get left behind,
Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost?