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I pray and I fast and I run from the past
I pick up the phone just to find i'm alone
It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Killed the faith that I had so it's time I begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one that you thought you could heal
Now that it's over it's time to move on
Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong
Everytime I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I suffer inside just to feel i'm alive
I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie
I never said all the things I should say
Cause you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you
I'd overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama it's time to move on
Cause I am the righteous and you are the wrong
Everytime I try to run and hide I feel you haunting me
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
Everytime I look into your eyes
I see a demon in disguise
You fucking make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me, you break me, you feed me lies
And all that you gave me in return was my demise
So maybe i'm just crazy for believing this shit
But god damn I can't believe i'm fucking dealing with this
It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up, I just can't wake up
I'm addicted to the games that you play
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
I pick up the phone just to find i'm alone
It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins
Killed the faith that I had so it's time I begin
Back to the start just to see how it feels
I was the one that you thought you could heal
Now that it's over it's time to move on
Cause I was the righteous and you were the wrong
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie
I never said all the things I should say
Cause you were the master and I was a slave
If I could find me a drug to forget you
I'd overdose on the day that I met you
Kill all the drama it's time to move on
Cause I am the righteous and you are the wrong
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
I see a demon in disguise
You fucking make me sick
You are the one that I despise
You take me, you break me, you feed me lies
And all that you gave me in return was my demise
So maybe i'm just crazy for believing this shit
But god damn I can't believe i'm fucking dealing with this
It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up, I just can't wake up
You make me feel so pitiful like you're so beautiful
Your heart is beating me to death everyday
But I am not that that pitiful
You're not that beautiful
I'm not that pitiful
You're not so beautiful
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he realize that he has been hurt for a long time, and now he's in anger with her but at the same time knows that he can't be without her and that kinda feeling!
He's come to a point when he realized how bad the relationship is, and how damaging it is to him. He is trying to talk himself into leaving her, but his heart won't let him. She hurts him, and destroys him, but he still loves her, and he still thinks she is beautiful. He knows he should leave her, he knows it is the best thing for him. He just can't, and all he can do is try to talk himself into it.
Although my situation is kinda different from his. I can relate to this in a way. I've had a thing for this chick that is pretty much a screw up and I hate myself for it, but I just can't get over her. And she is by all means "NOT THAT BEAUTIFUL" One of my favorites on The Connection.
"If I could find me a drug to forget you I’d overdose on the day that I met you" that was some kinda super awesome ... u can't understand the hate and dizziness in ur head till u Xperience it. it reminds me what a fool I have been