To Claim

This drifting aimlessly won't cause this listening to lighten
To worsen this pain that I'll fight, but I've forgotten the words
I don't want the need to want
But I'll try to remember the past, when I would not be like this
I know this is not what I'm used to
Here, take these words and remember them here
Now I won't be glad until I'm not sad

To claim, that you won't run away
To claim, and I won't go away

If you keep your mind safe with faulty locks
A million blocks around the world
Will I stay the same, will I still be sane
Until this lonesomeness will fade away, it won't fade away
This is how I break a heart

I wrote this down before I even thought to gasp for air
And I'm waiting here now, for a sign, for a call
For my aching dear heart to come crashing, come fall
But as I lay here still, without hope
Without knowing the past is beyond us
I can't forget all this, I know what I'm hearing is not true
Is it true, please don't let me do things I'll get myself into

To claim, that you won't run away
To claim, and I won't go away

If you keep your mind safe with faulty locks
A million blocks around the world
Will I stay the same, will I still be sane
Until this lonesomeness will fade away, it won't fade away
This is how I break a heart
This is how I break my heart