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Self-Destructive Pattern Lyrics
Feel the tension of rejection
Bleach it out with therapy
The confusion exclusion
Turns into my deformity
Never trust it, maladjusted
I've become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me
See it all collapsing, it's all around me
This condition is killing me
The isolation still surrounds me
In remission but it's killing me
It's what I can't control
What I can't control
What I can't control in me
Born again I feel so hollow
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame
Force a new solution, it's all inside me
In remission but it's killing me
Evolution is divided
In remission but it's killing me
I can't increase the treatment
It won't suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I'm getting
Used to the pain
Breaking down
Self-destructive pattern
Bleach it out with therapy
The confusion exclusion
Turns into my deformity
I've become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me
This condition is killing me
The isolation still surrounds me
In remission but it's killing me
What I can't control
What I can't control in me
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame
In remission but it's killing me
Evolution is divided
In remission but it's killing me
It won't suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I'm getting
Used to the pain
Self-destructive pattern
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I think this song is about a condition which releases lots of anger and emotion, and the only way to controll this anger is to take medication.
"I can't increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain"
he is saying that he hates they way he feels before taking the medication but he hates the way he feels when he has taken it.. By saying it feels like being born again but so hollow.
Borderline personality disorder
in all honesty the song sounds like it's about chemo.