If They Died Could I Survive?

Where in the sky
Do you forbode for me?
I'm so tangled
Licking thoughts that set me free
I just want to remove
Those painful scars on my dreams
I don't want my life this way
I know she would help me today
It feels so wrong, what I've become
I yearn for home
Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on
At times I felt
So much anger for you
In confusion,
These feelings of pain I fuel
So withered and so torn
What will they say when I'm dead?
I am alone
Awkward, on edge
Hanging by my pledge
It feels so wrong, what I've become
I yearn for home
Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on
Oh eternity in the sky
For warmth, for care, for light
I so pine
Wrestling with this beast in my mind
Is too give solace?, so much I cry
Can the stars bestow our dreams
Is life all what it seems, painful doubt
Can she was away the screams?
I feel the pain, she cremated my dreams... dreams...
It feels so wrong, what I've become
I yearn for home
Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on