A Ghost I Made

Through the flower beds
I saw your enticing eyes
In awe, absorbed in you
In love, we will reach the skies
You are my whole
Deep in my soul
I'm sure you pine for me
And feel that burning languish
I'm right, they are all wrong
To even think them true is such anguish
We will elope in bliss
Entwined, forever will be
I know the truth
'Cause I count the number of times she looks at me
In love we fled
All to my head
Once again
My soul aches for a dream
I tried to fill the void with lover's ecstasy
What I thought was true
Was a ghost I made
Like a bleak suicide
And the beauty that decays
Decays
Like movie stars
Awashed away in Gold
In awe, enchanting Queens
Is it a God that I behold?
I'm trapped shadow divine
At times so low so high
I wax and wane, so confused
To free my soul, I must let the ghost die
You were my whole
Plastic in my soul
So much pain it bred
The dream is over, now dead
Dead
Once again
My soul aches for a dream
I tried to fill the void with lover's ecstasy
What I thought was true
Was a ghost I made
Like a bleak suicide
And the beauty that decays
Decays...
Decays...