Never Born

I see you all at my funeral.
I smell the lilacs in June.
Jamie orates my eulogy,
I really like his new suit.
All these dudes in all these suits,
All these girls who pretend to know me.
My parents, my sisters, my brothers,
Just stare as I sleep.
I'm not leaving in silence,
I'm not leaving at all.
I've been here forever,
And not a second too long.
Don't let me, because I'll trick you,
Don't let me see you so sad.
If I could take you to heaven,
Don't you dare doubt that I would.
But I don't save no souls,
I can't save my own.
If I knew where I was headed,
I think I'd already be gone.
Jamie smelled his lilacs,
They got me burning to spare.
The gentle breath of awkward things,
Humbling bliss unaware.
As I stretch out to heaven,
I see the place where I'm from.
The pretty town and it's blinking lights,
I see the room I was born.
I see my friends from my childhood,
I smell the lilacs in June.
I was revelled in sadness,
I always give up too soon.
Don't turn to darkness,
Don't turn your soul.
I'm not leaving in silence,
I'm not leaving at all.
I've been here forever,
And not a second too long.
Don't let me, because I'll trick you,
Don't let me see you so sad.
If I could take you to heaven,
Don't you dare doubt that I would.
Don't turn to darkness,
Don't turn... your soul.
And if I told you that I remember,
Would you ever believe? (X3)
I love you so much, more than ever,
But now it's time for sleep.